I think sometimes when we dream we dream too much. When we have one of those dreams, I feel that people tend to throw everything out the door; their studies, their jobs, their lifestyle. It seems like nothing matters anymore. You're life falls apart. You become late for work, Your goals become secondary. Perhaps it's a midlife crisis.
Anyway, I've been having these sorts of feelings and have somewhat been disoriented.
I feel that the cause has been triggered by too much self-pity and watching on with no action as family members get older, friends drift away or leave the city you reside to pursue their own dreams post university.
Somehow I feel I have too much on my plate and I haven't set my goals right.
Until then I might engage in a bit of tunnel vision and just look forward with my studies and not worry about anything. Hopefully this post will motivate me enough for the remaining semesters or upcoming studies and prac.
